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Since I talked about my gifts on here recently, I feel more comfortable talking about them, so I'm going to talk about them on here from now on. Man....I was just thinking about what's next for me concerning my visions. What will I see and experience next? I'm eager to know. I remember every vision I ever had since I was little to now. The very first one I had was when I was in elementary school. It was about me meeting my best friend Mason who I finally met in summer of 2013. I had the dream over and over again on and off at random on random nights through elementary school to middle school. Then I had a long period of years when the dream stopped through my 4 years of high school, then I suddenly had it again in the summer of 2012. Notice how that's right before the year I actually met him? Isn't that crazy?! Man, my life! xD

Another vision I had was a bad one. I get bad ones as well as good ones. This one was VERY bad. One of the worst ones I've ever had ever, and I've had some pretty bad visions. This one was of my grandma Bonnet dying. I had a dream one night about me flying on a staff (the equivalent of a broom basically) with 2 characters from my favorite show. One character that was sitting behind me named Julian said to me, "How was the funeral?" I looked back at him in confusion and said, "Funeral? What funeral?" He answered by pointing to one of my hands. I lifted my hand up and written on my palm was my grandma Bonnet's phone number, meaning it was my grandma Bonnet's funeral he was talking about. I woke up after that. 6 months later........she died. Had a blood clot in her leg in her hospital bed from improper care from her post hip surgery. My family held a funeral for her in 2011. The very same funeral Julian told me in my dream 6 months before. She was only 62 and very healthy, She shouldn't have died. It tears me up inside still that I knew she would....I knew before anyone else knew and yet.....I could do nothing...nothing at all because it's not like anyone would believe me. They would just write me off as being delusional and a mental case. God, I miss her so much. :'(

Anyway, another vision I had was when I was in high school, 10th grade to be exact. One night I had a dream about taking a test in my English class. In the dream I had gotten an A on my test. When I woke up I found it unusual since I don't commonly get A's on English tests. I usually get C's, even D's sometimes. At the most I get a B from time to time, but never A's, so I was wondering the whole school morning the next day if it was a vision or just a wishful dream. Like I said before, not every dream I have is a vision, that's for events in reality to decipher. I can't deem a dream a vision on my own, so those of you that think that's how my psychic gift works, it doesn't. Maybe for some other psychics, but not for me. I wish it happened for me. I would LOVE to know which experiences I had are visions automatically. But alas, I can not. I'm not gonna complain about that too much, though. I'm thankful I can have visions at all, period, so yeah, I can deal with reality events confirming for me if I had a vision or not. Anyway, got off track. xD When I walked in English class, I was told we were going to have a test at the end of the week on Friday. When Friday came and I took the test and the next week started. Monday morning we got our test results back and sure enough....I got an A. It was freakin' unbelievable! I was shouting in my mind 'Thank you, thank you, visions, THANK YOU! And thank you God for giving me the gift!' I was super thrilled since that test was like, half our class grade. xD

Then there was that vision about that plane crashing. I had a dream about a plane, just a random plane here in the US crashing into a building and everyone on the flight dying. A few days later, I see on the news that a plane crashed into the side of a building, killing everyone inside. That one was horrible. I don't want to have visions of people dying. There's nothing I can do about that, though. I can't control what I have visions of, so sadly, I will keep having visions of people dying, as much as it sucks. T 3 T

Then there was the vision about the Boston Marathon in Boston, Massachusetts in 2013. I don't know how to explain it since it's so freaky, but I was doing dishes one afternoon, then suddenly I heard a lot of people screaming and bombs going off and I had the sudden urge to take cover from bombs. Just to debunk any ideas you skeptics might be thinking, no, none of those sounds were happening around or in my house. My neighborhood is a peaceful and quiet one and none of the TVs were on at the time. I was the only one home. It couldn't come from any outside source since there was none, so the sounds of all that was purely a spiritual phenomena that only I could experience, I know that sounds weird, it sounds weird and surreal to me too, but that's what happened, and you can't ignore what you experience yourself since it's in front of your face. At the time, I didn't know what happened or what it meant, as with all my visions at first. It was just a weird feeling that suddenly happened within me. It was when I was awake too, I wasn't asleep like I usually am when I have visions. That's when I discovered that I can have visions even when awake which I didn't think was possible for me since I've only had them through dreaming all my life till then. After that weird moment, I can't remember the exact time, but very soon after I had that moment, on the late night news it was happening. The very thing I heard and felt was HAPPENING right before my eyes. The people screaming, the bombs was exactly what I heard and felt earlier when I was doing dishes. That confirmed that I had a vision of that very event. I just had a vision of the Boston Marathon bombing. I was freaking out! Silently, but I was freaking out! That was the most shocking vision I ever had.

Then there was this vision a few years back that I had when I was in 9th or 10th grade of high school. I dreamed that one of my best guy friends had a major crush on me. Me, him and a mutual friend were at a nature park that had a very big creek. He told me he had feelings for me right there at the creek in the nature park. A little after that, I woke up. Then a few days to a week later I find out from that very same mutual friend that, that very same best friend of mine has a crush on me AND she told me when we were in that very same place in my dream, the nature park. Every detail happened exactly the way it did in my dream like they always do when they're visions. It made me speechless. I know I'm the psychic, but that doesn't mean I don't freak myself out. xD I freak myself out with my own powers all the time.

Then I had a vision that my boss at my job would double cross me and I had to leave from how bad I was being treated(which of course did happen), but I didn't quite know how I should leave since my vision didn't clarify that part. Turns out I didn't have to quit like I was about to do. They laid me off which was better since it wouldn't look bad on me on my job history.

Another vision I had was creepy, I didn't like it at all. In the dream, I was laying down on my bed awake and just looking up at the ceiling when I felt a spot in my head move. Then it kept moving. Something was under the skin of my head and moving. It felt horrible and uncomfortable! Then I woke up. A news report the next morning confirmed that it was a vision about a town not far from mine having contaminated water in their town's water system. When people drank it, they would have a high risk of hosting a parasite that feasts on the brain which some were reported of having.

Another vision I had was concerning a girlfriend of one of my friend's. The vision was of her committing suicide. I told him that next morning what I saw since he told me a cousin of his girlfriend's told him that she has bad news about his girlfriend. I didn't know who the girl I dreamed of committing suicide was at the time since I couldn't make out the girl in my dream very well. I also forgot what his girlfriend looked like specifically since I've only seen her twice. I had no for sure validation, so I couldn't be sure. I told him anyway of my dream, though, just incase and because he believes me about my gift. When I told him that I had a dream about a girl that committed suicide and that she had tan-ish skin, he confirmed that his girlfriend has tan-ish skin. And when I told him that the girl had either brown or black hair, he confirmed that his girlfriend had brown. Then later when his girlfriend's cousin got back to him, she said that his girlfriend committed suicide. But then later he found out that the cousin and his girlfriend lied to fake her death so he would think she's dead. Amazing, right?! I had a vision that my friend's girlfriend would fake her own death. HOW CRAZY IS THAT!? That one was recent.

The most recent one I had was a few days ago on Sunday night when I dreamed my neighborhood got flooded with so much water that it was swim worthy. Then the next morning on the morning news, there was a report about an area of Tulsa, which is a city about ten miles down the street from me, having a company that had a water pipe bust open and it pumped out so much continuous water that it flooded the town a bit before they could stop it completely. many incredible visions, good or bad, they are incredible. I wonder what's next. I really want to have a vision about who my true love is...if the guy for me will make himself known to me soon. I'm so wanting to know! I'm psychic and I can't even get a vision about my love life....*sigh*....I hope I get a vision about my future boyfriend soon. Would be great if the vision told me who it was or at least what he looks like so I can keep an eye out for him. *sigh* I'll never know till it happens. - _ -"

Life of a psychic, my friends. xD It gets annoying and even sometimes painful, but I wouldn't trade it for anything, for it is one of the most amazing, most eye-opening, most exciting things in my life, and I love it. ^ - ^

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(I will be calling the guy this is about as just 'this guy' or 'him' 'cause I don't want it to be obvious who I'm talking about) OKAY! I have to get this off my mind! It's driving me nuts, so I just gotta poor my thoughts out for a second. This may come off as weird, not believable, or fake to some of you, which I don't care since what I'm about to say is 100% true and if you ask any of my best friends, they will tell you that I'm not a lair and don't randomly lie about stuff. And if you ask 2 of them (since they are the only ones I trust out of my friends so far with this stuff) which are Mason and Anthony they will tell you that this stuff is completely true and a part of my every day life. Kay, anyway, now that, that is out of the way;

When I dream, I have all my senses that normally people wouldn't. People usually can only see and hear when dreaming and can't experience their other senses when dreaming, but me? I can see, hear, feel, smell, and taste, all the senses you have and experience as you would when awake. Like that one saying people say about dreams, "if you pinch yourself and it hurts, then that means you're not dreaming since you can't feel in dreams." That doesn't apply to me AT ALL. xD I feel pain and pleasure, smell and taste stuff in dreams as if it was actually happening in reality. I've always been able to since the day I was born. With that said, I had a dream Sunday night that tops ALL dreams I've ever had! There was two since I woke up at one point then went back to sleep which took me back in the dream. They were about me and this guy dating. We were at his parent's house and apparently he lived a few streets down from me in my neighborhood.

He also had a baby sister in the dream who was 2 or around that age. When I played with his little sister at one point, the guy sitting across from me on a couch, she called me mommy and the guy daddy then added his Youtube nickname at the end of that, so she said mommy and daddy (enter cute Youtube nickname here since I'm not saying it since it will give away who I'm talking about) at the end. xD SO CUTE! Me and him were embarrassed by it and coughed and brushed it off of course. xD
It made an awkward moment between us. Not a bad moment, but just an unexpected one between us.It suggested a senario of me and him having a kid which was what made us embarrassed. xD Anyway, we were dating for what felt like 2 weeks so far. And of course since we were dating, we did couplely, romantic stuff like kissing and cuddling.

Since I have all my senses in dreams, I could feel everything which is what makes this a bigger thing then it would be generally. I could smell his scent, I could feel him when I touched him and when he touched me as if he was really there (not pervertedly, mind you, just simple touches). I could also feel him when he kissed me. The kisses, specifically one in particular on the lips, are what stick out more than anything since I FELT EVERYTHING of it. And it was amazing. It was one of those kisses that send a pleasant wave down your whole body. I wonder if he even has a younger sister in reality.

I'm full of questions here on this! xD I want them answered, but there's NO WAY I'm talking to him about this. Uh-uh, we aren't THAT close yet, so yeah, my brain is going crazy here! That kiss was amazing. If I rated it 1 out of 10, it would be a 10, no exaggeration. xD I've been wondering if it's (now here is another thing that is weird and hard to believe, but is true) a vision or something. Yes, indeed, I have visions. Since they have a bad rep from imposters trying to pose as one, it will come off as fake, but I don't care since I'm not faking. This is really apart of my every day life. Now I'm not the kind of psychic people are used to hearing about. I can't have visions whenever I want, nor can I choose what they are about. They only come randomly and is purely out of my control. Not all psychics are the same, and I'm definitely different. I mostly have them through dreaming, but I can also get them while awake too. How? well, in the clouds (A few times I saw shapes in the clouds, and based on what they showed, did actually happen hours later. And no it wasn't a coincidence. In order for something to be a coincidence, it would have to happen rarely. This happened MANY times. And every time it was specific. Every detail the clouds showed was what exactly happened a few hours later), I can get them by just feeling and hearing things suddenly that only I can hear and feel (like with that Bombing in Boston, Massachusetts during the Boston Marathon in 2013. I had a vision of that before it happened. I was awake and doing dishes, then suddenly I heard a lot of people screaming and explosions going off and I had the urge to run, hide, duck. I had that vision a day or two before it actually happened. I felt horrible since 2 people died and many were badly injured in that and I KNEW it would happen, but I couldn't do anything since no one would believe me if I said someone is going to bomb the marathon and kill and injure so many people. That's the bad side about being see things that are horrible), and I can also get them from hidden messages in my surroundings like a business logo or a piece of merchandise, pretty much anything that's around me at the moment.

Anyway, I've been wondering if it's a vision too since a part of those dreams I had were confirmed as a vision early Monday morning on the news. Incase you're curious, the dream I had Sunday night showed my streets being flooded badly to where the water level was swim worthy. It was confirmed Monday morning that it was a vision about an area in Tulsa closest to me that had a company have a MAJOR water pipe break which flooded the town. So since that was a vision, I wonder if the other parts of the dreams are visions as well. *sigh* I'll never know until I get validation from reality. Not all dreams I have are visions, obviously. They are only visions if they are validated in reality somehow and if what happened in the dream matches events in reality, and timing has to be right to where what happened in the dream happened first before any traces of the events happened or is known in reality. Wish I could just ask him if any of it is true, but it's just awkward to at this point. xD


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