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Damn...you all are really pouring in! My subscriber count is at 278, almost 280! I'm getting a handful of you guys PER MONTH. I'm stunned and thankful that, that many people find me worth their time to watch and engage with, and for that I thank you all, bless every single one of you. I'll make a video on it soon. In other news, we are coming close to the end of Sakura Wars, whoo-hoo! I'm so glad that game is finally almost done. God almighty, that game is a mess. There is only 3 episodes, 3 battles, and less than 10 hours left of it. I have no doubt that we'll see more development laziness within that, ugh! = . =

Anyways, our next adventure will be Zelda: Twilight Princess, so I'm excited to get Sakura Wars wrapped up. Another Sakura Wars video with Cory will be coming soon, hopefully today. If not, then it will be out tomorrow. The Youtube upload time taking so many hours (and it varying video to video) no matter how long a video is, makes it hard to tell when I can have a video up. Well, I'm off to the grocery store, talk to you guys soon. ^ - ' v

~Berry
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A wave of Sakura Wars videos is coming, so get ready! I'm on fire with my uploading of which won't tire! Eh...well, for now anyway. I'll get at least 2 videos out per day so I can get all these videos out that I've been storing. Bring an umbrella, 'cause it's...about...to...rain...down!

~Berry

Fun Plans!

Apr. 27th, 2015 05:00 am
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Tomorrow I'm recording Sakura Wars with my best friend Mason aka MandTplaythroughs again. Then - yes, that's not all - right after, another one of my good friends will appear with me on Sakura Wars. I'm not gonna give away who since surprises are fun. >:) All I can say is that it will be a blast.

~Berry

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I'm going out of town to visit some family starting this Thursday, so today through Wednesday expect a lot of new videos. I will be gone for a week, so I gotta work like a mule these three days, so I don't leave you guys with nothing for so long. xD Tons of recording, editing, rendering, and uploading here I come.

~Berry
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My town just BARELY dodged tornados and straight line wind damage. There's destruction and even some injured people all around. One person even died. The sirens went off a couple times and warnings were being broadcasted loudly over and over on TV......very scary time for my state right now(which is Oklahoma). I thank God that nothing bad happened in my town. This was TOO close, so I'm so thankful. Hopefully my family stays okay through this very dangerous storm, they're in the middle of it now. I love Spring......but I also hate it because it creates things like this to happen. Hope you all are safe if you're also in Oklahoma.

~Berry
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Just got my computer back and it's fixed! More videos will be coming this weekend and week coming up. :D

~Berry
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My computer is in the repair shop due to USB port issues, so I won't be able to put up videos for a day or 2. Sorry, guys. - _ -" My computer should be back in my hands tomorrow....hopefully....if everything goes well. *Crosses fingers*

~Berry

Delays

Feb. 28th, 2015 03:59 am
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It turns out it will be around a week till Sakura Wars is able to be uploaded. Me and my friend I was recording with had a miss-hap. xD
Sakura Wars will be up soon, though, just not as soon as I thought. Short Plays will be uploaded in the meantime.

~Berry
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I just, literally JUST confirmed a dream I had last night (I get visions through dreams, meaning I'm psychic for those of you who are new. I don't talk about this stuff to make you believe, this is only me getting out my thoughts and feelings, nothing more. If you want to listen [anyone can also comment], I am grateful and appreciate that. If you don't then that's fine too, go do you)! It was about these twins on Youtube known as JacksGAP, ya know, Jack and Finn. My dream told me they were 21. I don't watch them or look at anything about them, so I knew nothing about them at all, let alone anything personal before I had this dream about them. I just got done looking up their age just to see if it was another dream telling me real info that's in reality. And......man......this blows me away........the webpage on them said they are 21............................................................................................................I DON'T EVEN!!! xD I mean....how!? HOW!? God.....I don't know why my dreams are telling me random info on people I don't even know anything about, but it's damn cool none-of-the-less. Vision guides (aka what I believe to be spirits responsible for giving me these visions), if you can hear me....thank you for telling me these things. It makes life so much more exciting and fun. :)

~Berry

Good Times

Feb. 20th, 2015 02:36 pm
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I finally was able to upload a video, YES! I'm back from my mom and stapdad's if you didn't catch my tweet on Twitter. I'm going to be uploading more Sakura Wars in the next couple days as well. Sorry for the wait on that, I've gotten a tad busy. xD Another one of my friends is going to be joining me on one of those too. I'm so excited for it! That will happen sometime next week. I'm not only excited that another one of my friends can join me on my videos, but I'm also excited because this will be the first time I've recorded with him. I've known him for so many years, but I've never been able to record with him since his schedule has been full and not to mention there's a 4 hour time difference, so chances are slim on joined recordings with him. Things will settle down for him soon, though, so he will hopefully appear in my video a bit more when that time comes, and hopefully I can appear in some of his too, I remember him mentioning that he would like me to join him on his videos sometime. Anyway, hope this recording with him works out. I don't know for sure if he can make it still, but I'm hoping. Talk to ya guys later. ^ - '

~Berry
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My mom and stepdad are about to leave on their anniversary trip which is for 2 days. That means I stay behind and take care of their animals. Ah~ peace and quiet.......well, time to call the crew! Haha, just kiddin'. xD This will be fun. :D

~Berry
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The dream I talked about on January 27th that I was going crazy over and was desperate for answers......well......I got my answers! After thinking about it for weeks, I finally found the courage to confront him about it since everything I saw (well.....almost everything. I left out one thing since it's a bit much and embarrassing, but I will tell him that part if he wants me to)ended up really being true and was accurate to what his personal life consisted of because I asked for him to validate the info I had. As always, I FREAKED OUT! xD Like.......out of all the circumstances, out of all the possibilities, it was the one I saw. He could of been an only child or had brothers in reality, but no, he had exactly what I saw in my dream which was a few sisters, the youngest being around 2, the youngest's exact age being 3. I was accurate on both things! All from a dream. Being psychic never falls short of being amazing. xD I had a feeling......I had a feeling, damnit! And it was right....as always when it comes to this stuff. I'll know his reaction to all of this tomorrow......ugh, I'm so nervous and scared! Hope he doesn't think I'm a freak or faking to kid around. He's a good guy, so I don't see him reacting that way, but you never know for sure.

~Berry
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I still can't believe this happened! xD Thursday night I had another vision. It was of my two best friends Mason and Anthony doing another part of their versus video and the dream made me feel like I was going to be watching that episode tomorrow, which was Friday. When I woke up Friday morning, I was going to tell Mason about what I saw just incase it was a vision, but I had doubts that it was one, so I put off telling him and then forgot about the dream as the day went on. Then when mid-afternoon came around, Mason messaged me saying that he did another video of that versus............Now, hol....hol-hold on....You.....You w-w-WHAT!?!? I was mega shocked as always when this stuff happens to me. I was thinking to myself, 'NO WAY! So I was right, that WAS a vision.' When I told Mason that I already knew he did his versus episode with Anthony because I had a vision of it last night, he said and I quote,"God mother of f###, Nicole! xD " That's my real name for those who don't know, Nicole. Ugh, I hate that name. - _ -"

Anyway, he was amazed and amused by my vision, telling from his response. xD
He always tells me so, so no uncertainty on that. So funny how my visions made me snoop on what Mason and Anthony were doing. My visions can be so sneaky sometimes. xD If only I remembered to tell Mason of the vision that morning like I wanted to instead of forgetting about it. He would've been more amazed then. xD *sigh* I forget stuff all the time, so it's no surprise that I would mess up there and forget to tell him right away before he even said anything about it to me. Oh well, there will be more opportunities since I have visions all the time. And THIS time, I will be sure to mention my dreams right after I have them. Having the opportunity to freak people out (only in a positive way, mind you) should never be passed up. xD

I still find it so weird and crazy knowing stuff like this doesn't just happen in imagination shown through movies, TV shows, and books, even though I've been experiencing this stuff for years. I thought magical abilities like this only existed in imagination. I thought these things weren't possible in reality. Turns out they are. So cool that they actually exist! Wonder if other things that are considered magical powers exist. I know mind bending exists, there's proof of that. And I know spiritual activity such as spirits aka ghosts exist too since not only is there proof of it, I experience that myself as well all the time. So mind bending, spirits, and predicting the future exist. Wonder what else exists that is thought of as not real.

*sigh* I'm so blessed that I have friends that believe me when I say I have magical gifts. I love Mason and Anthony SO much! Just when I thought no one in the world would believe me....there they are....supportin' a sista.....man, I love you guys! x'D

~Berry
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(I will be calling the guy this is about as just 'this guy' or 'him' 'cause I don't want it to be obvious who I'm talking about) OKAY! I have to get this off my mind! It's driving me nuts, so I just gotta poor my thoughts out for a second. This may come off as weird, not believable, or fake to some of you, which I don't care since what I'm about to say is 100% true and if you ask any of my best friends, they will tell you that I'm not a lair and don't randomly lie about stuff. And if you ask 2 of them (since they are the only ones I trust out of my friends so far with this stuff) which are Mason and Anthony they will tell you that this stuff is completely true and a part of my every day life. Kay, anyway, now that, that is out of the way;

When I dream, I have all my senses that normally people wouldn't. People usually can only see and hear when dreaming and can't experience their other senses when dreaming, but me? I can see, hear, feel, smell, and taste, all the senses you have and experience as you would when awake. Like that one saying people say about dreams, "if you pinch yourself and it hurts, then that means you're not dreaming since you can't feel in dreams." That doesn't apply to me AT ALL. xD I feel pain and pleasure, smell and taste stuff in dreams as if it was actually happening in reality. I've always been able to since the day I was born. With that said, I had a dream Sunday night that tops ALL dreams I've ever had! There was two since I woke up at one point then went back to sleep which took me back in the dream. They were about me and this guy dating. We were at his parent's house and apparently he lived a few streets down from me in my neighborhood.

He also had a baby sister in the dream who was 2 or around that age. When I played with his little sister at one point, the guy sitting across from me on a couch, she called me mommy and the guy daddy then added his Youtube nickname at the end of that, so she said mommy and daddy (enter cute Youtube nickname here since I'm not saying it since it will give away who I'm talking about) at the end. xD SO CUTE! Me and him were embarrassed by it and coughed and brushed it off of course. xD
It made an awkward moment between us. Not a bad moment, but just an unexpected one between us.It suggested a senario of me and him having a kid which was what made us embarrassed. xD Anyway, we were dating for what felt like 2 weeks so far. And of course since we were dating, we did couplely, romantic stuff like kissing and cuddling.

Since I have all my senses in dreams, I could feel everything which is what makes this a bigger thing then it would be generally. I could smell his scent, I could feel him when I touched him and when he touched me as if he was really there (not pervertedly, mind you, just simple touches). I could also feel him when he kissed me. The kisses, specifically one in particular on the lips, are what stick out more than anything since I FELT EVERYTHING of it. And it was amazing. It was one of those kisses that send a pleasant wave down your whole body. I wonder if he even has a younger sister in reality.

I'm full of questions here on this! xD I want them answered, but there's NO WAY I'm talking to him about this. Uh-uh, we aren't THAT close yet, so yeah, my brain is going crazy here! That kiss was amazing. If I rated it 1 out of 10, it would be a 10, no exaggeration. xD I've been wondering if it's (now here is another thing that is weird and hard to believe, but is true) a vision or something. Yes, indeed, I have visions. Since they have a bad rep from imposters trying to pose as one, it will come off as fake, but I don't care since I'm not faking. This is really apart of my every day life. Now I'm not the kind of psychic people are used to hearing about. I can't have visions whenever I want, nor can I choose what they are about. They only come randomly and is purely out of my control. Not all psychics are the same, and I'm definitely different. I mostly have them through dreaming, but I can also get them while awake too. How? well, in the clouds (A few times I saw shapes in the clouds, and based on what they showed, did actually happen hours later. And no it wasn't a coincidence. In order for something to be a coincidence, it would have to happen rarely. This happened MANY times. And every time it was specific. Every detail the clouds showed was what exactly happened a few hours later), I can get them by just feeling and hearing things suddenly that only I can hear and feel (like with that Bombing in Boston, Massachusetts during the Boston Marathon in 2013. I had a vision of that before it happened. I was awake and doing dishes, then suddenly I heard a lot of people screaming and explosions going off and I had the urge to run, hide, duck. I had that vision a day or two before it actually happened. I felt horrible since 2 people died and many were badly injured in that and I KNEW it would happen, but I couldn't do anything since no one would believe me if I said someone is going to bomb the marathon and kill and injure so many people. That's the bad side about being psychic....you see things that are horrible), and I can also get them from hidden messages in my surroundings like a business logo or a piece of merchandise, pretty much anything that's around me at the moment.

Anyway, I've been wondering if it's a vision too since a part of those dreams I had were confirmed as a vision early Monday morning on the news. Incase you're curious, the dream I had Sunday night showed my streets being flooded badly to where the water level was swim worthy. It was confirmed Monday morning that it was a vision about an area in Tulsa closest to me that had a company have a MAJOR water pipe break which flooded the town. So since that was a vision, I wonder if the other parts of the dreams are visions as well. *sigh* I'll never know until I get validation from reality. Not all dreams I have are visions, obviously. They are only visions if they are validated in reality somehow and if what happened in the dream matches events in reality, and timing has to be right to where what happened in the dream happened first before any traces of the events happened or is known in reality. Wish I could just ask him if any of it is true, but it's just awkward to at this point. xD

~Berry

Fun Times!

Jan. 18th, 2015 12:49 am
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Another collab is happening tomorrow, whoohoo! I'm so excited, can't wait! :D
Who it is and what it will be on, I'm not tellin'.....well, I'll tell you what it's on. It's gonna be on Sakura Wars, but that's all I'm sayin'. I want it to be a fun surprise. :D I hope to have 2 more of my friends, Brandin and Cory, on it as well, that is....if they have time (with them having college and stuff). They're the busiest out of all my friends, so it will be hard to get them probably, but I'll try my best. Cheers to future happy-fun times! :D

~Berry
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My gosh, I'm really starting to feel the years pass. I'm going to turn 23 this year (which is the 30th of July, by the way).......damn, how time passes so fast when you're no longer in school. I don't remember time passing this fast ever in my life. xD I'm going to turn 23 soon and yet.....I still don't have a car which means I still can't have a job in which results to still not being able to have my own life. *sigh*....Why does everything have to be SO expensive? If things were a bit lower then I could've had a car way before now and had my own life start, but no, everything has to be over-priced. Things are so over-priced that even the middle class are considered poor. I'm 22, I should have a car by now and be leaving the nest, but without a car, that's impossible. If buses were actually on time every time, then that would be a solution, but nope, everyone has to have the urge to make life impossible for others. Most of the people I know have their own car or at least is able to borrow one from a family member. I can't even be able to do that. No one I know has a car they can lend me or let me borrow. My own father won't even let me borrow his car because he's obsessed with me damaging it, and I'm not even a bad driver, I'm a fantastic and safe driver (of which I have proof of, I'm not just saying that). I've only had one job and I loved it, I loved actually doing something for a purpose every day. Since I got laid off, though, and my father won't drive me to a job anymore when bad storms hit, now I can't get a job at all without my own car, period.

That will not come anytime soon since he lost his job too and now we have no income at all. Even though we have no income now, he still tells me he will get me a car by Spring. Really? How can money be saved up for a car if you don't have an income? Really? Even if you get a job next week, that will not get a car before spring. We are poor, so no, that won't happen that quick. If he can't do something at the moment, he should just say so. Lying is a terrible destroyer of souls, why do it? Then again he's always been a lair and never cared for others, so yeah, no surprise there. Seems this car won't come for a very....VERY long time. How much longer do I have to wait.....another few years? 'Cause that's how long he's been saying, "I'm getting you a car.". *Scoffs* Please.....when you show me the paper work on it, then maybe I'll believe that. A car will come for me someday, I can't just go car-less forever, so I still have hope. Let's pray that hope comes through for me soon.

~Berry
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Today's the day! The day I turn in my computer to the repair shop, whoo! I hope it's an easy fix and hope that it's the problem I think it has. Well, we'll find out in an hour and a half. Aaaaah, I'm so nervous! x|

~Berry
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Happy New Year, everyone! 2015 already, geez. Well, I tested out my back-up plan and it indeed works. I will have more videos up including let's plays now. I'm so glad I can still do that even when my computer is going to be in the repair shop. Sakura Wars, here I come! >:D

~Berry
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Hello everyone. This is a continuation from my last post, so I would go read that before reading this if you haven't 'cause you will be a tad confused otherwise. Now, that back-up plan I mentioned in the last post is now fully assembled and I'm testing it out. I'm experiencing some technical difficulties with it, so I'm still not up to recording status yet - when it comes to let's plays - so I'm still having to test it out more and work out the problems, but we are getting closer to getting to see new recordings without having to wait for the status of my laptop, so yay! I will report back here and let you all know if I'm back up to recording status. Till then. ^ - '

~Berry
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My computer is having ventilation problems. Meaning it is having to protect itself from overheating by suddenly shutting down. When it shuts down so unexpectedly, it erases and resets everything I was doing, making all progress lost. For some reason the way the computer keeps itself cool is not working anymore and as a result, getting too hot to process anything. This means I can't record as long as this problem still exists. Anything I do on my computer that takes a lot of power and makes the computer work harder like going on Netflix or using my recording software is what triggers the near overheating then automatic shutting down problem. I have a good idea what the problem is, so I'm going to take it in to the repair shop and see if I can solve this problem. Until then, no gaming videos will be uploaded since I can't use my recording software without my computer shutting down on me and making me lose all my work. I will try to get this fixed as soon as I can.

I actually planned a back-up, so hopefully while my computer is getting fixed, I can use my back-up plan to be able to still record games. Don't know if that will work just yet, so no promises. I can still do vlogs since I use my camera for that, so new uploads will still happen. Sorry for this delay in the gaming videos. T-T

~Berry

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